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Site members can create their own journals and post comments. | I'm in a rut 10-12-2005 at 09:01 am
Typical day:
Wake up at 5:45 and shit shower and shave. Race around and get sprogs ready to leave the house by 6:53am. Get to day care and deal with the same people on a level that can be described as less than surface deep, (With the exception of a few of the teachers) the other parents are just faces I see every morning/afternoon that I have no connection with at all.
Take one of two possible ways to Chittenango NY. Either way is monotenous as hell. Hurray for suburbia and corn fields. Stop and pick up donuts for the asbestos monkey training I must endure today.
Work:
There are two buildings- the training center which I occupy mostly and the main office. Lets start with the Training facility. I have another guy I mostly co-train with. The fellow is probably a decent guy but is a lazy little fuk. Waits til the last minute to do anything and generally acts incompetent. I could go on for awhile about him but thats part of my rut, complaining about things that won't change.
The Main Office- I work with Tank and LOki. Thank God for those guys. Both competent and both easy to get along with. Tank has always got a story and the guy has got alot of cool hobbies. LOki is just one smart cat. He can easily converse about construction and then about fine bourbons without missing a beat. I have a background in Political Science yet I have a hard time keeping up with him on the topic of politics. Yet I digress.
The rest of the office is divided into three groups: Complainers, Incompetents or don't give a fuks. The two guys I work for are cool, its some of the same old shit that helps dig my rut alittle deeper.
Lunch in Chittenango fukin blows moosecock with gusto. All the food tastes the same,(Bland meat product on some tasteless bread).
Work ends with a wimper. I stumble to my car reeking of bad coffee and stale cigarettes.
Pick up the sprogs from daycare. This part of my life I enjoy. I will not talk more of this because it would make you naseous.
Home: cook clean and play with sprogs until bedtime between 7 and 8:30pm. After wards shove some sort of non-nutrious meal down my pie-hole. Watch some sports/bad television program or play on the Puter til about 11pm
Finally after sex with she who must be obeyed or with myself, I cry myself to sleep.
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ghostrider 10-12-2005, 09:10 am
Life, and welcome to it.
Buy a handgun. It helps.
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lefen 10-12-2005, 09:29 am
Every time I fill up the car, I imagine that I'll burn off this tank of petrol driving to somewhere new and exciting.
But I never do.
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evildigitz 10-12-2005, 09:33 am
Set your mind to mastering Calculus (or something else) or invent something cool and useful, you're mind would apear to be under stimulated - dont watch bad TV and sports, thatll make it worst! Dont ask me, my mind finds going to the toilet too much!
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metatron 10-12-2005, 10:03 am
Don't be so hard on yourself. Remember that you signed up for this life of melancholy by getting married and having kids.
I suggest hobbies, group sex, gun ownership, World of Warcraft, etc.
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qwerty 10-12-2005, 10:58 am
have you tried stalking a person? oh yeah that shit is hot, yeah you're making me horny now twist my nipples.
Doesn't have to be anyone famous but sitting outside a persons window and watching them while you burn cigarette holes in their window sill for each time they do a certain action (e.g. rearranging their pants) will really get your adrenaline pumping.
Or maybe you need to pick a healthy alternative like playing tennis. I'm sure that if you work up your fitness you will be able to start a torid affair with a hawt married woman that lives in your street.
Hell you could even combine the two: sex0r up the hawt married woman and stalk her husband.
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azron123 10-12-2005, 02:32 pm
Jesus HoBo! Your life sucks. You sound totally burned out.
I think that you and Mrs. HoBo need a week away from home and sproggs.
After that you can consider (A) Changing jobs or (B) changing your attitude.
In either case, see a good shrtnk or counselor. Really.
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acheron 10-12-2005, 04:56 pm
I'm in a similiar rut. I feel like a pansy though. I am at school about 9-7:30 every Tuesday and Thursday, and I work 12-5 MWF. I'm tired all the time. I have no motivation. I must resort to drugs.
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Acidburn 10-12-2005, 07:54 pm
I can't do drugs. :'(
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vladtweano 10-12-2005, 09:49 pm
oh my fuking dog the weeping and gnashing of tender labia in here is like nectar to my coal black soul. MORE WOE, POR FAVOR!
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acheron 10-12-2005, 11:34 pm
You have hurt me, sir.
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Stump 10-13-2005, 12:22 am
Fuck man, we're all in the same rut. I went drom making good money and running shit to kissing people's asses on a daily basis. Take solace in the fact that you have the sprog to enrich your life. I have my siblings sprogs, but barely get to see them, when I do though it just makes life that much better.
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BeachGoat 10-13-2005, 02:26 am
If it wasn't for food, all I would do is work and sleep. Rosie is my highlight, and I only get to sleep in the same bed with her two nights a week, one of which is burnout day from work, so I just sleep. By the time I recover, it's another work day. All of a sudden its two years past...
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Dumbskull 10-13-2005, 01:13 pm
Wow Dude, you have a job, a home a family with healthy kids and a loving a wife who does not cheat (that you know of) and from the photos posted on LS it does not look as if you miss many meals either. Life really sucks so bad for you.
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vladtweano 10-13-2005, 01:47 pm
The way I figure it, each one of us has the time and the means to sit here and spew crap on the internets, which means we're probably not out competing with dogs and flies for food. Maybe we're in a rut, but at least we're not Baruti from Botswana, who actually lives in one. And Baruti doesn't have the luxury of maybe taking a day or two off from his job, blowing some cash or taking up a hobby. You have a home and a family and a decent job and kids without polio. Everything else is gravy, and you have your choice of flavors if you're bored and restless.
I think a lot of people find themselves unhappy because they define themselves in large part by their careers. I work so that I can leave work and go have a life. Yeah the job can be boring and frustrating and stupid and awful, but fuck it. It's just work.
I will say that I partially envy those rare few people who make a living doing something they really care about. But only partially, because it's got to be hard for them to put it down and really enjoy a good beer.
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pumpkinass_69_69_69 10-13-2005, 04:04 pm
Can't a nigger let off a little steam in his journal? Right now I feel like I'm living Ground Hog day. I know it can all change in a flash.
For those of you who think I've got it made-- Get off your lazy ass and get a job.
Or stop blaming your past problems and suck it up.
If you work hard, you too can reach the level of mediocrity that I have obtained.
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phlebas 10-13-2005, 08:27 pm
a question masked by measures
Is it okay? No. But if you asked the same queston (with as much scrutiny) toward the things you enjoy, you'll find the same answer.
-much maligned-
P.S. It is what it is: your friends, sprogs, and those whom you choose to obey wait for you in their morning.
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hobo 10-15-2005, 10:31 am
just letting off a little steam in a journal. Fuk off
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BeachGoat 10-16-2005, 02:04 am
Sorry. The picture was just so cute, I had to use it...
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BeachGoat 10-16-2005, 03:41 am
Up in the Crack
Of the dawn of the Night
Crimson the Eyes
That Vomit my Sight
Entering Voids
Of Time in this Place
As I try to Fill Up
That Soul Sucking Space
The Crack of the Seal
The Glub of the Juice
The First Shot is Shitty
The Second Obtuse
The Third Gets a Beer
To Accompany It
By Two Beers and Four Shots
I'm Ready to Shit
A Scarfing of Chow
A Churning of Gut
A Gurgle of Bong
A Barking of Butt
A Frothing of Hair
A Razor Blade Cut
A Donning of Skins
Then Out the Door, Shut
And Into a World
Of Tiny Brained Folks
And People Who Hate Me
And People Who Don't
Numbers and Deadlines
Clocks and Cocksuckers
I Only Have Moments
To Please All These Fuckers
Then Back to the Nest
Home to My Hole
Hide From The Light
That Exposes My Soul
Open a Beer
Light Up a Hooter
Love Up My Woman
Blow Out My Pooter
Gobble Some Pain Pills
Turn on the Tube
Nibble Some Junk Food
Nuzzle Her Boob
Finish the Six Pack
Turn Off the Light
Try to Be Ready
For the Following Night.
Beach Goat
-2005-
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hellkat 10-18-2005, 11:38 pm
I am on SSD disability because I am crazy. That means I am not responsible for what I do and my mind is both my playground and my enemy. Your tax dollars at work folks.....azron understands. He understands a lot, I don't know if he understands me, but he is a smart guy. Feel sorry for him.
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