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Site members can create their own journals and post comments. | Unexpectid 08-18-2005 at 11:37 pm
6 years ago while watching the tube with my "EX" I recieved a call one night. It was my brother. It started off as a normal call. Hey dude. How's it going? Than he asked me "Are you sitting down" I replied "Yeah". He than flat out told me" Moms dead. She had a massive heart attack and they did the best they could but she had a hidden heart condition and they couldn't bring her back" WHAT ? 55 years old and no one caught this problem? The best health care in the world and they all missed it? How the fuck could this be? I sort of got over it. Alot of crying with my dad and brothers at the wake and funeral. But life goes on. It was completley unexpected as she didn't have any issues that we ever heard about. She ate right and was very active. So... tonight while at the park watching a friend play in his band, some of us are drinking beer, some of us wine and having a great time in the calm summer breeze. Listening to there rendition of the Eagles my other friends phone rings. Due to the music he splits to get away from it. When he returns he breaks the news to me. He said " Ummm.... That was Nelson on the phone. You won't believe this but Bob died of a massive heart attack today" WTF? Are you for fucking real? Yes. While doing his 2 weeks a year shit with the Air Force. They said he just dropped. They did CPR till the medics showed up but there was nothing they could do. I can't fucking believe this. His last day before he left I was on the road"I travel alot" and didn't get to say goodbye or anything. Not being able to say goodbye is what hurt the most because it will be to a hollow shell of a corpse in both insinstas"spelling" All I could really say to lighten the mood tonight was "That shit head owed me 5 bucks!" Not really meaning it though. I'm just venting tonight and don't need replies. Just a little shell shocked still about having 1 less friend in this world. Night all. I will drink tonight in his honor. Good night Bob. Gonna miss you bro!
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DonQuixote 08-18-2005, 11:49 pm
I am truly sorry for your loss. Nothing is like a good friend. Nothing.
Death still messes with my head. Its still not real. My grandfather passed away last year, but I still can't think of him as not alive. I just don't get the point of human existance some times. That's why I'm on pills scripted by the best of the shrinks in LA. Been terrified of death since I was a very small child.
I know none of this could ever possibly help you. Just wanted to be misery's company. Take care.
"May flights of angels sing him to his rest."
- The Bard
I don't really believe in angels, but its a nice quote none the less.
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jwalker 08-19-2005, 12:30 am
That's tough, man - I'm sorry.
I lost one of my best friends in a car accident a few years ago - I still talk to him sometimes in my mind, and he can still make me laugh.
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azron123 08-19-2005, 12:47 am
Shit, AcidBurn. I feel your pain. I know that there isn't anything I can say that will make it hurt less. Just like there was nothing anyone could say to me when I have been in your shoes.
You're part of the LS family dood. And even though the interweb isn't always a good medium for it we're here for you.
Be Well.
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shitbox 08-19-2005, 02:19 am
Im glad im not personally your friend...i dont want to die just yet.
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clavis_apocalypticae 08-19-2005, 05:48 pm
Shitbox, you know BG...that puts you in immediate danger, fagit.
AB, I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you find comfort in calling on fond memories of your friend, and that you do all you can to help his family in their time of need.
Take good care, man.
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Acidburn 08-19-2005, 06:29 pm
Thx guys and gals for your understanding. I know we all have been there. And shitbox, I consider you my bestest friend i the whole wide world :)
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hobo 08-19-2005, 06:54 pm
its the circle of life.
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